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Wednesday, January 11, 2006

10:01PM - Well...

As you can obviously tell by my livejournal colors, I've had a grand epiphany. I've rediscovered the male body in a much better way than ever before.

Let's just say....


HALLELUJAH, IT'S RAININ' MEN!!!


Forever Gayly Yours,

Joel.










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HAHAHAHAHAHAHA that would be HILARIOUS if it were true, but we all know he's still banging Kristen, so yeah.

Damn that would be funny though.

Maybe Kristen will use a strap-on or something and turn him.
Meanwhile, we await the coming day anxiously.

hehehehe

No harm done here, I'm just being cute. 0=)

Don't kill me Joel. =)

Monday, January 2, 2006

6:43PM - Bwahahaha

This is the reason you learn to customize your own livejournal and not leave it in the hands of your badass ex girlfriend whom you know is a mischevious little freak.

This is the ex girlfriend. >)

If Joel does not update his livejournal within seven days, he can say goodbye to his badass lj customization.




P.S.

Chicken. Is Good. For You. I Like. Chicken. Chicken. Does The Body. Goooooood.


I love being a prankster. This will probably trigger Joel to change his password for the second time. Hilarious.

Sunday, June 26, 2005

11:06AM - check me out

I rode in a Franklin antique car!

http://www.fictionpress.com/~deoexistentialist713

Current mood: accomplished
Current music: Coffee Shop

Saturday, May 14, 2005

2:58PM

"My day is never truely complete until I've terrified a complete stranger" hehe, fun stuff.

Current mood: accomplished
Current music: barenaked ladies

Monday, April 18, 2005

10:20PM

it's been a while...

Friday, December 31, 2004

5:57PM - I'm sorry, but I don't think I can be forgiven

I fucked up.
Daisy hates me.
I lied to her, and I regret it.
But that doesn't matter.
I could cut my arm off to repent, it wouldn't matter.
It wouldn't change all the things I've done. It wouldn't do a thing but lose me an arm. I wouldn't be forgiven.
Maybe there isa lesson to be learned. Somethign to show me what not to do in a relationship. That's what dating is about, isn't it?
But that only helps me for the future.
I don't want the future. I want Daisy, but I can't have her. I don't deserve her. I've proven that. And I regret everything I've done. I killed the best seven months that ever happened to me. But at the cost of seven months of her life wasted on me.
why am I even bitching and moaning to whoever gives a damn to read this? I don't want comfort, I dont deserve it. I need to find the answers to this myself. God isn't going to help me. I won't be forgiven by Daisy. I won't be forgiven by God. And certainly not myself. She did so much for me, and look how I repay her.I'm worthless scum. Nothing can change that.
she deserves better than me. I don't deserve anyone.
If it sounds like I'm making this about me, I'm sorry, I don't mean to, it's not about me at all.
I play the villain. It's about Daisy. And how I fucked everything up.
I love her, i need her, i want her. But I want her happiness more, as much as it doesn't look like it.
I'm sorry.

Current mood: miserable.
Current music: i don't want music right now.

Saturday, October 9, 2004

2:34PM - hey

hey, it's been a while. Lot has happened. I love daisy more than ever now. I got some krel cds and fable for my bday. oh yeah.
party tonight, then some halo, ganna rawk.
yeah, she got me a hoodie :-) Its read and has the independant logo, i love it.
And a greenday CD.
I dont get it when she questions my love, i DO love her and she never beleives me. She says im not mature enough to understand what im saying. "girls mature faster than boys" she said. So fucking what?! It doesn't mean I'm immature.
Maybe I am, I don't know. Oh well, either way, I love her and nothing can change that.
Aye, something';s odd, but we can get through it, I know it.

Current mood: weird
Current music: flogging molly

Friday, August 20, 2004

7:47PM - Boys Don't Cry...

Hey. I've cooled down from the evangelist thing. I've been doing a lot of drivng. Cool, Cool, Very cool. It sucks I can't talk to Daisy as much, but this year is still pretty kewl, still ducks i can't tak to daisy though...
I've made new friends, so that's kewl.
Ganna see AvP again tomorrow with friends, And Bourne SUpremecy
I knew Predator would win...
well, Latin is kewl, the rest is tolerable.
well, later

Current mood: content
Current music: My Love's voice

Saturday, August 14, 2004

9:10PM - fucking evangelists...

I went to feed the homeless today. I thought it would be fun, you know, good deeds and all, It wasn't! It was run by evangelists!, and it was basically a religious Timeshare! but these musicians and preachers, they owned the ministry, they didn't even fucking help! they just preached and sung for hours! IF IT'S THEIR MINISTRY AND PROJECT, THEY SHOULD HELP! the head people were too bossy, they were treating us like employees, WE ARE VOLUNTEEERS, NOT EMPLOYEES, YOU FUCKING EVANGELIST! Then she was saying to rip the price tags off any shirt so the homeless won't return them for money, WHAT THE FUCK?! if they want monwy for DINNER instead of a shirt, then fine, ITS NOT CHEATING THE STORE LIKE SHE SAID! yet she didn't care thast there were uniforms to schools and businesses being given away, and even DOCTOR'S SCRUBS!And these preachers were just talking for hours with no point! The prayer seemed like 50! then the sermon was a fuching hour or two saying basically 'these are the ten commandments, follow them, you are liars! without jesus, you are serving the devil! and more bullshit like that' THEY HANDED A COLLECTION PLATE TO ONLY THE HOMELESS DURING THAT! and since I'm dont beleive in Jesus, every good deed I do is in the name of Satan, according to them! fuckers... Then, when it was all done, we sorted all the clothes by size because evangelists are obsessive compulsive and dont get that they probably don't care exactly what size it is! when one ass was preaching, a mentally ill person came up to him, and instead of accepting him and giving him food and drink, or even a blessing, HE YELLS "BEGONE SATAN!" TO THE MAN AND MAKES HIM LEAVE! HE KICKED HIM OUT FROM UNDER A BRIDGE! WHERE DOES HE GET THE GALL TO DO THIS IN THE NAME OF GOD! HE SHOULD BURN IN HELL!!! and when i thouhgt it couldn't get any worse, i had gone to aet for lack of breakfast at the time, but ehrn i got back, i heard something that made me CERTAIN I wouldn't mind them dead, I heard that after they set up this nice food for the homeless, THE VOLUNTEERS ATE BEFFORE THE HOMELESS! THEN GAVE THE HOMELESS THE LEFTOVERS! three hours of pointless chatter, then to be given leftovers of food meant for you, THESE EVANGELISTS SHOULD ALL DIE!


At least I'll never see them again...

Current mood: aggravated
Current music: TV

Friday, August 13, 2004

4:54PM - :-D

McAllen was GREAT! i got a lot of time with Daisy, I love her so much. On the last day I got extra time with her :-D
Her smell stayed on my shirt and is still there a little, i wish it would never fade...
I love you Daisy.
I read her journal before this, Ah, it went deep, i love that girl so much!

Current mood: touched
Current music: whatever is on my iTunes right now

Friday, August 6, 2004

11:27PM - hey

hey, I got rubber bands on my braces. GAH! I HATE IT! but oh well, i saw the 2nd and 3rd pink panther movies really funny movies. i talked to cathy, that was pretty kewl, i still need to hang out eith her eventually.
I;m talking to Daisy now :-D
And the Graham Norton Effect is on! FUNNY ASS SHOW!
yeah, I finished my song to Daisy earlier, awesomeness.
I powerwashed today, and i drove!
I also hung out with my cousin when we werent working today, it was fun.
Yeah, well, ima go eat now, later

Current mood: content
Current music: Daisy's voice

Wednesday, August 4, 2004

5:04PM

Hey, well, I've been told to post by some people, so, here I am. I helped my friend make a livejournal. Mine is still better.... yeah, anyways,
ah, i get to visit daisy next week, YES!
today, I woke up, ate chinese, commented on livejournals, talked to daisy for the better part of my concious day, and am posting.
I'mm ganna go rent some things later,
well, I am now a member of Dumb Yet Not
well, I have nothing more to say. Later.

Current mood: accomplished
Current music: Daisy's voice

Saturday, July 31, 2004

4:13PM - change is always present

Hey, Everything worked out so all my previous complaint entries were for nothing, hah
Flogging Molly background, oh yes. and the whole black and white thing, I'm awesome.
Thanks Daze.
Well, I'm off to watch the Bourne Identity(yes, i am just now seeing it...)

Current mood: happy
Current music: none at the moment

Friday, July 30, 2004

9:21PM

to anyone reading that crap in the last couple of entries, ignore the complaining and the entire second entry. it'd get annoying, trust me

9:05PM - realization

im starting to think i speak my mind too much, i seem to mess things up when i do. aye, too confusing, maybe itll clear up when i wake up. aye, oh well,
if anyone has any good guiidance songs for this, tell me about it...
im out

Current mood: wanna guess?
Current music: samae as last time

8:17PM - This just In

I'm finally done with my driver's ed driving. woot!
My halo party was pretty cool too, we didn't breat the 12 hr mark, but we didnt sleep either, it was awesome, then i like, didnt sleep the next day or much of the night,m so about 36-48 hurs of no slep, i loved it. i was kissing the ring daisy gave my like crazy though, i still mis her so much, and i cant kiss her, so i kiss the ring.
Ive been listenin to a lot of the cure, even though i only have two songs by them,

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I'm finally done with my driver's ed driving. woot!
My halo party was pretty cool too, we didn't breat the 12 hr mark, but we didnt sleep either, it was awesome, then i like, didnt sleep the next day or much of the night,m so about 36-48 hurs of no slep, i loved it. i was kissing the ring daisy gave my like crazy though, i still mis her so much, and i cant kiss her, so i kiss the ring.
Ive been listenin to a lot of the cure, even though i only have two songs by them, <love song, and boys don't cry>

and i watch you laugh about it, cover it all up with lies
and i try to laugh about it, hiding the tearsd in my eyes,
cause boys don't cry,
yeah boys don't cry

gah, i love that song
i really need to learn to make her laugh better...
so far the most ive been able ot do is make her chuckle and laugh once aat the lead singer of the cure.
aye, i suck at that, oh well, no worries, i can fix that. i was rambling amyways.
i really need to post more so daisy will make my journal better...
i'm too dumb to do it on my own.
i can try and fail though...
well, i got some calls while my phone was dead, damn, no i need to call back, i hate the machine, and it hates me too...
enter your number, thats not it, I KNOW MY FUCKING NUMBER! gah, damn machine...
okm well, i am about out of things to rant about for now, later

Current mood: calm
Current music: The Cure

Sunday, July 25, 2004

1:44AM - This just In

Last night i didn't sleep just to hafta sleep for 15 minutes to go to a boring family reunion.
Then when i got home i did the usual: eat, and computer. But now, My computer is really being a Bitch. It won't load my fucking music anymore! it won't even load my preferences somwtimes. The only thing keeping me from hacking something to little bits is Daisy's picture, which really calms me down. Oh Hot Damn i miss her like crazy now. I LOVE YOU DAISY! oh God i ned her right now, I just need to be with her, I fucking love her so much.
I'll just see about fixing my computer tomorrow... At least my laptop works.
i got that working for me...
I can't wait to talk to Daisy tomorrow.
Well, Cozumel was great. Met some new friends. Only bad part was Daisy wasn't there.
But the place i stayed at had a great buffet and nightly shows. And I got a hat
I'm keeping in better touch with a friend from florida now. It doesn't take her three months to answer an email anymore...
I've become a Phantom of the Opera freak now... That play is Fucking Genius.
And soon I'm having a Halo Party, 4 on 4. It's ganna rawk.
My band, Rise to Nothing, can finally practice once everyone is in town. Our bassist, Melissa, is letting us use her garage and drums, so now i need to get to work on songs...
Well, That the news in terms of me. Later


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Current mood: ticked/needing daisy
Current music: none, fucking computer

Sunday, June 20, 2004

12:34AM - like the Flash, I am back

hey, i am back from all my shit. like my vacation in the BVI, well, here is my first three days
Day 1: Found out the No Drinking Age.
Day 2: Took advantage of no drinking age by mixing, rum and coke, red wine, and beer.
Day 3: Hangover on a sailboat, no sympathy, worth it.

Then i went down to McAllen and see My Daisy, Lots of fun there.
oki, its 330 now, ive been putting this entry off fora bit, but yeah sleep and new posts later
I love you Daisy

Current mood: content
Current music: flogging molly

Thursday, June 3, 2004

10:00PM - hello.

My computer is working again, and i have a kewl laptop. I havn't got a lot of writing done. but my exams are over woot woot. yeah, I'm goin diving in two days. dve boat in the British Virgins, it's ganna be awesome. Got my gear and everything. then i come home, stay a while, then go visit Daisy. It's all good. then more diving in Cozumel.
I'm goin to my friend's birthday party tomorrow, kewlness, ganna bring this
Samurai Warriors game I've been addicted too for the past week.
Yeah, I have the wireless internet on my laptop wooT wooT!
ganna do a shit of writing over on the boat and the whole fucking summer.
Quizzes have told me I am apathetic. Damn those things are accurate. Feh, oh well, i have nothing more to talk about.
Good bye all bored enough to read this.

Current mood: apathetic
Current music: for once, no music

Monday, May 31, 2004

12:11PM - just woke up, feel like ranting

ok, well, yeah, its noon and I just woke up
i slept really well, actually. yeah, but still, I need to study for ALL my finals cause my school sucks and we get out a week later then everyone else. but oh well...
I had a very peculiar dream. One of my friends said she was pregnant in it, and said I was the father. and, yeah, I havn't done anything with/to her, so I was really confused in my dream. Feh. it was just a weird dream anyway, it doesn't mean a thing. but if you want to know more, talk to me, maybe you'll get lucky. but either way, I sm NOT confident about my finals. oh well.

Good and Bad news of yesterday:
Car window broke off as i was backing it up
I got a laptop, so now i can write, and eventually with an upgrade use the internet on it without plugging it in.
I began writing a vampire story, It's realy good so far. wooT!
I will tell you more about it later, once my story progresses. I'll probably try to get it published. yeah, that would be great.

Ok, no more weighing yesterday. I need to study and waste time during my breaks. good bye.

Current mood: content
Current music: none yet. all my music is upstairs.

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